I had those nights where you just lie down, listen to music, and think. Thinking about life, thinking about him, or simply just reminiscing life’s greatest moments. Whether it’s your first kiss, first date, or the day that you became so proud of yourself.

But you just can’t help thinking about your past disappointments as well. The people you used to spend everyday with drifted apart from you. And how ‘not good enough’ you are.

Those nights where you realized how everything has changed.

You just can’t. It’s like Yin and Yang, the one can’t live without the other. There has to be a positive and a negative. That’s just how the universe works. 

And don’t think that everyone hates you either. Maybe there’s someone out there who likes you, you just don’t seem to notice them. Keep on smiling. :)

Yeah it sucks. It’ll make you feel paranoid and it’ll make you overreact. But it’s not always a bad thing.. 

If you [over]think before you act, you’re more likely to see the pros and the cons in your dilemmas, which will of course, help you in decision making. Not only that, even in certain situations. Think about how it’ll affect you in the future.

Today I was out with friends. And let’s just say they did something that completely boosted my angry meter. I was literally shaking from anger.

I don’t really get angry easily. And I’m not the kind of person who gets angry all of a sudden when you piss me off. In fact, I have a long temper. But when it’s just too much and you keep on pissing me off from time to time, that’s when I draw the line.

I’m a nice person, really. Just don’t get me angry. Because I scream at the top of my voice. And throw stuff. And make a scene. And it’s gonna be bad. ._.

I don’t usually do text posts, but whatever. Just doing this for fun.

• Di naman sila bagay eh. -_-
• Naglolokohan lang naman ‘to eh. Di naman seryosohan yan.
• So kelangan talaga magwall-to-wall ng mga kacornyhan nyo?
• Okayy. Gets na nga naming sweet kayo. Di na kailangan ipagsigawan.

At ang never-ending na:

• MAGBEBREAK DIN YAN.

I like this quote. Very inspiring, and a hint of funny. :))

• I hate it when we don’t talk.
• I hate it when you don’t talk to me.
• I hate the fact that you can stand not talking to me.
• I just hate it.
• And it hurts.

Pansin ko lang kapag napaguusapan ang mga malalandi, eto lagi yung mga sinasabi:

Kapag panget: “Ang landi landi, mukha namang paa!”

Pero kapag maganda: “Ang landi naman neto! Akala mo sobrang ganda!”

Pero maganda man o pangit, malandi parin. Mga putangina nyo pong mga malalandi kayo. :)

The tight hugs, surprise kisses, and sweet words all turned into screaming, fighting, and misunderstanding.
The holding hands and cuddling all disappeared.
He used to call you everyday but now it’s like you don’t even talk anymore.
The trust faded away and you deal with jealousy every day.
But most of all, the love that you felt the first time you met is gone.

There’s no such thing as ‘forever’ anymore. :(

I can’t decide between photography and music. Should I stick with photography, or keep up with my guitar playing? Ughhh. -_-

infinitrixia:

Those days when people won’t judge you for just being yourself. Those days where everyone is your friend and popularity isn’t that much of a deal. Those days when girls don’t apply a ton of makeup and no one cares about weight. No jealousy and insecurity, no heartaches and crying all night.

Growing up is a very hard thing to do. Everything you do, people hurt and judge you.